I AM THE REASON WHY

I am the reason why
he turned his focus away from me, got interested in something else
He no longer looked into my eyes with loyalty, his lie was perfect
I could not see deep inside his soul for truth
He would look away from me with an excuse for drifting away
Therefore I am that reason why his eyes disconnected with mine

I am the reason why
his hugs grew colder each given day
He loved physical touch but it was not for me to give him that
Every time I get closer to laying my head on his chest
He would command me to finish off my tasks or tell me he's late
Therefore I am that reason he wants no contact with me



I am the reason why
He engages not with me in mature or playful conversation
I have become less interesting,  I lost my higher educated mind
I laid back and stopped entertaining books written by man
My yearning for socrates and his student plato diminished
Therefore I am that reason he engages all this with another

I am the reason
Someone else's poetry is shakespearen
My words have lost meaning and colour,  he gets excited by the mention of it
Their words have substituted mine, they sound good to him
He hesitates these poetic sayings by day when shade hides his lust
Therefore I am that reason my poetry to him is kindergarten

I am the reason why
He is not attracted to me in a sexual manner
My curves are not curvey, my buns are not tangible enough
My waistline is not worth the cuddle and my thighs are no longer
A place for his head to lay
I am that reason he had her in his heart and not me

I am the reason why
Love is a fairytale, the reason why no one puts me first
I am the reason why pain and hypocrisy is the seed of my loins
I am the reason why worry and anxiety rules my mind
I am to blame for my own sufferings and lifelessness
I am the reason why love, loves me no more